Sueños.

So last night I had some fun dreams.

Well actually, the first one was no bueno. I was at some park/pond with Alexia and we were walking around, and randomly we encountered Death (Harry Potter's finally catching up with me). Yeah, it went down hill from there.

But the second was much better. Reyna and I were were on the BYU campus and we were playing with some lady's kid and her dog. It was just happy and fun. I also dreamt that I didn't have any classes on Tuesdays and Thursday, which was close to being true. (I only have one)

I can't wait to be back. Ehhhhh.... I'm so excited to decorate my room! I know it says not to paint anything, but I might just be a little rebellious and do it anyway. You can always cover it up, right?

Last night I also bought an avocado, and while I was cutting it, Spencer looks over and says, "why is there a meatball in it?"

He's so cute, and they're so yummy!

here ya go.

So... what's going through my head right now?

eehhhhhh.

Wanna see the ugliest picture of me? (courtesy of Reyna)

Well tomorrow you shall.

It's good that no one actually reads this. :P

i carry your heart with me.

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in

my heart) i am never without it (anywhere 

i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done 

by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear

no fate (for you are my fate my sweet) i want

no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

-e.e. cummings

I am very much loving this poem. Also, Mary from work burned me a cd, and now I have a bunch of new favorite bands: 

The Weepies - *stars*

Rilo Kiley- *we'll never sleep*

The Cardigans- *you're the storm*

Camera Obscura- *country mile*

Eisley- *one day i slowly floated away*

tat.

So, if I got a tattoo... (which I won't), I think it'd be along the lines of this.

crayola.

So, Sunday I leave for Texas. Very excited!

I bought chalk today. 52 sticks, 24 different colors. Come on Reyna, let's go play.

I'm stuck in my dad's office right now, and it is very much raining outside.

I need to get my nails done.

I also want more time to read. And sleep. And eat.

I also need to do laundry.

I can't wait for school to start in August. I'm so excited for all of my new classes.

It feels weird. I've already been home for a month.

למה?

Why must all good things come to an end? 

First: Why mormon girls stay single.

Second: overalls

Scratch that. 90's fashion in general.

Third: Awesome books.

Fourth: Friendships

Fifth: The Jolly Porter