I talked to Rochelle today for the first time in... over 2 years? It was nice. Our conversation starter: whether G in the pilot's alphabet was Golf or Georgia.
Last week I talked to Destiny for the first time in 3 years. That was nice as well. She's very understanding and if I ever need to vent I know who to go to.
No school Monday!!! In the predicament of deciding what to do once again.
Also, today while "working", I was having a "conversation" with "John". Basically I kept trying to listen to my music while cleaning, and he kept asking me questions about myself. One of these questions was, "what do you like to do with your free time?" My answer?
"I ride buses."
(I'm an idiot by the way, because this is the first, and only thing that came to mind.)
He was very confused in response, and for the next ten minutes I tried to make myself sound cooler and possibly redeem myself.
Basically all I could come up with was, sometimes it was nice to talk to people on the bus for many reasons, but the most helpful one is to make myself feel better. When I'm feeling all mopey and I'm pitying myself, talking to these people make me realize that my problems really aren't that big. I'm not trying to overcome alcoholism. I'm not pregnant with the 2nd child of my husband who's currently in Honduras and happens to be cheating on me. I didn't have to make the decision to divorce said husband. I don't have to deal with his reaction of coming home to an empty house, possessions and family gone.
Basically, I'm selfish, an idiot, and need to work on handing my problems over to the Lord and trusting in His decisions.