quote of however-long-I-feel-like:

Suppose we have only dreamed, or made up, all those things - trees and grass and sun and moon and stars.

Suppose we have.

Then all I can say is that, in any case, the made - up things seem a good deal more important than the real ones.

-Puddleglum, The Silver Chair

Saturday, May 30, 2009


So last night I had some fun dreams.

Well actually, the first one was no bueno. I was at some park/pond with Alexia and we were walking around, and randomly we encountered Death (Harry Potter's finally catching up with me). Yeah, it went down hill from there.

But the second was much better. Reyna and I were were on the BYU campus and we were playing with some lady's kid and her dog. It was just happy and fun. I also dreamt that I didn't have any classes on Tuesdays and Thursday, which was close to being true. (I only have one)

I can't wait to be back. Ehhhhh.... I'm so excited to decorate my room! I know it says not to paint anything, but I might just be a little rebellious and do it anyway. You can always cover it up, right?

Last night I also bought an avocado, and while I was cutting it, Spencer looks over and says, "why is there a meatball in it?"

He's so cute, and they're so yummy!

Friday, May 29, 2009

here ya go.

So... what's going through my head right now?

Thursday, May 28, 2009


Wanna see the ugliest picture of me? (courtesy of Reyna)

Well tomorrow you shall.

It's good that no one actually reads this. :P

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

i carry your heart with me.

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere 
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done 
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
-e.e. cummings
I am very much loving this poem. Also, Mary from work burned me a cd, and now I have a bunch of new favorite bands: 

The Weepies - *stars*

Rilo Kiley- *we'll never sleep*

The Cardigans- *you're the storm*

Camera Obscura- *country mile*

Eisley- *one day i slowly floated away*

Tuesday, May 26, 2009


So, if I got a tattoo... (which I won't), I think it'd be along the lines of this.


So, Sunday I leave for Texas. Very excited!

I bought chalk today. 52 sticks, 24 different colors. Come on Reyna, let's go play.

I'm stuck in my dad's office right now, and it is very much raining outside.

I need to get my nails done.

I also want more time to read. And sleep. And eat.

I also need to do laundry.

I can't wait for school to start in August. I'm so excited for all of my new classes.

It feels weird. I've already been home for a month.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


Why must all good things come to an end? 

Second: overalls

Scratch that. 90's fashion in general.

Third: Awesome books.

Fourth: Friendships

Fifth: The Jolly Porter

Friday, May 15, 2009


Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'm running out of things to do...

Yeah I stole this idea from the lovely color me katie. I was bored so I tried it. 

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


So yesterday Reyna and I were discussing songs about rain. Most of them are kinda depressing and don't show rain in a good light. I personally enjoy the nice summer showers. I also forgot about this amazing song. I love Priscilla Ahn. Anyway, enjoy!

Well it's raining and it's pouring
and my old man, well he is snoring

rainy day stay

well my brother, he builds a puzzle 
on the blue rug with lazy bubbles

rainy day please stay

rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day
rainy day please stay

well my mother, she doesn't bother with the dishes in the kitchen

rainy day please stay

well now i am three thousand miles from a rainy day with my dearest lovers

fathers dreaming of the fall 
mother covers with the shall
brothers in the yellow hall, painting pictures on the wall
i am listening on the floor, to sounds i used to know
rain is falling to the ground praying all the hopes 
are found

rain rain don't go away, the sun can come back another day, rain please stay

rain rain rain rain....

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Yay! for dumbledore!

So I woke up not feeling good. I just got out of laying on the floor of a warm shower. The "i really need to vomit" feeling is still there, so we're going to try reading some hp to make it go away. So basically, I won't be looking too pretty for church in the morning. Let's see... Pictures!

These are a couple of the pictures of our trip to the zoo that i didn't post on facebook b/c i thought they were too silly. 

Me trying to be angry.

Us just being weird. 


Friday, May 1, 2009


I'm bored.